"Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I bid you goodnight."
The words cut like a hot blade straight into her heart. The
memory of his lips burned on hers, but his eyes were smoldering dark steel.
Gemma could say nothing to him in response. The thick
emotion in her throat made speech impossible, even if she could piece together
a suitable response. They say the line between love and hate is a thin one.
Colin had crossed over. She saw it in his eyes. He hated her. And she hated
that she loved him still.
Swallowing back the inevitable sob, Gemma spun on her heel
and fled.
She couldn’t stay there. Not another moment. She would find
Hawke and make him take her home.
Back inside the ballroom, she scanned the dancers for signs
of her brother. He was nowhere to be seen. Twirling about, she searched the
outskirts of the room. Again, no Hawke.
The irony served only to nauseate her further. He had been
keeping such a close eye on her every moment, so much so that he had suggested
following her to the ladies’ lounge, and yet now when she truly needed him, he
had disappeared into oblivion.
Groaning inwardly, she knew she would have to return to the
corridor. She only hoped she would not encounter Colin once more. With a deep
breath, she resolved to find her brother, no matter what it took.
Perhaps if she hadn’t been so lost in her despair, she would
have sensed someone behind her before turning abruptly, slamming straight into
the broad chest of Lord Maddox, the husband of Gemma’s bosom friend, Bridget.
He grunted at the impact.
“Pardon me, my lady,” he muttered breathlessly.
“Oh Lord Maddox! I am so sorry!” Gemma felt overwrought. All
she wanted was to find her brother and leave that place.
“Lady Gemma?” He grasped her elbow to steady her on her
feet. “Are you injured?”
“No, my lord. Only embarrassed. I should have taken more
care with my direction.”
“No harm done, my dear.” Lord Maddox glanced around them as
though searching out the reason for her haste. “Is anything amiss? You seem
rather distraught.”
“Everything is well. I was just on my way to find my
brother. Have you seen Lord Van Burge, perchance?”
“Yes, indeed. I just came from the tables where I persuaded
him to take my place in the game. He is there still. May I escort you to him?”
“No. Thank you, my lord. I can manage.” He released her and
nodded, but as he stepped away, a sudden fear gripped Gemma. If she were to
meet with Colin again, she would be alone. She needed someone to provide a
buffer between her heart and the man’s scorn. “Lord Maddox!” Her voice faltered
into a frantic squeak.
He spun around to face her. His expression betrayed his
concern. “Yes?”
“I… I would like you to escort me. Thank you. For offering.”